One year ago you came into my life and changed everything I knew about myself. I loved you my whole life, I’ve prayed for you, I knew you would be my happiness and my purpose, but I never expected to find myself in you.
With you in my arms, I’ve learned that I’m stronger than I’ve given myself credit for. I will always protect you, I will always be your strength.
Your innocence and genuine happiness fills my heart. Your undeniable love for your dad and I gives me hope that you will bring light into the world and will grow up to impact humanity in a positive way.
You have made me question everything I stand for. I have questioned my goals, my career, my decisions, even my political and religious affiliations. Because of you, I want to do better. I want to impact the world I’m leaving behind for you. I want you to grow up and be proud that your mom left a positive foot print.
My heart has never known a love so deep and evergrowing. I have cried, laughed, screamed but most importantly, and above all, I have loved you with every bit of my existence. Whenever life kicks me down, you’re there to remind me why I sacrifice things and why I do the things I do. You remind me that God is within you and I. Loving you has reminded me that faith is a relationship of love between us and Jesus.